Playing traditional Thai music is how I got my start. I played ranad ek (Thai xylophone) and gong before I played guitar.
I quit traditional Thai music after seeing my friend play rock on stage. It was so cool. I wanted to have a band just like that, so I formed one with my friends in grade nine. We eventually won best band at the school in grade 11.
Music wasn’t my biggest dream. I quit music when I went to study arts at Chulalongkorn because I wanted to focus on my education. I just played guitar to relax.
The Coke Music Award was my turning point. I saw many bands playing the same kind of music, fusion jazz. The funniest thing is that they were also all dressed the same!
It’s good to be different. It’s boring when all bands do the same thing, so I decided to form a band with my friends (Pong and Methi) in order to perform the noisiest music at the next year of the competition. In the end, we won. We then released our first album, Moderndog-Sermsukparp, on Bakery Music in 1994.
I was extremely nervous after the big success of our first album. I decided to pack my bags to go study song composition in New York. As a 22-year-old man, I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to write any more cool songs. Really, though, it was a pretty useless thing to study, as I knew how to do it already.
Bakery Music was a miraculous lineup. It’s like when you hear about those stars that only align once every 2,500 years or whatever. It’s amazing to have 6-7 great artists together at the same time.
The decline of Bakery was something I was afraid of. I warned the Bakery execs that they should stay a boutique record label rather than play the major label game. But I was just an artist, and truth be told, my opinion wasn’t important enough.
Launching a record label has never been in my plans. Taking care of others is tough. It requires a highly sensitive intellect because the product is human, not just a song. I’m much better suited to being a creator than taking care of other creators. Moderndog is one of the foremost indie bands in Thailand because we have no label so we never have to bow to pressure to release an album.
Songs are pretty much freebies nowadays. Releasing an album is like burning your money. You release a song one day, the next day it’s available for free download.
We’re struggling to accept a new system whereby artists release singles all year-round before putting out a proper album. We’re accustomed to writing songs and going to the studio to record them, 10 songs in a row.
My perception of being an alternative musician includes singing pop songs. It’s about freedom of choice. Back in the 90s I might have been known for playing in an alternative rock band who loved to jump around, but that’s not the be all and end all. I love grasping new opportunities, and playing with an orchestra is one of those.
Orchestras are so energetic. It’s a whole new dimension of music that is so powerful, layered and beautiful. I’ve performed as a guest for an orchestra before and it touched me deeply. So when I was asked to create a concert that’s all about me, I decided I wanted to sing with an orchestra. I work with Trissadee Na Pattalung for the show, too.
I’ve slowly become an observer of my life. I’ve learned to step back and absorb the things around me, and this has really impacted my songwriting.
Music is just a tool to explore my life. I’m actually interested in life, itself, more than anything else, and I use music as a way to find the answers I need. Dharma is a big help, too.
Dharma and entertainment are actually the same thing. It’s all about how you balance yourself in the real world. Dharma can help you get through anything.
Let yourself fall. I’ve been successful since I was young as I was great at school, good at music and being famous. But it’s been stressful because through all those successes I was so afraid to fail. I’m always fearful that I won’t meet the high expectations that I, in fact, set for myself.
Yoga helped me learn to fall. I used to do headstands for more than 10 minutes and even though I was tired I wouldn’t let myself fall. My trainer noticed how tense I was and told me to let myself fall. It’s a necessity of being human.
Playing concerts is my exercise now. I don’t get much exercise anymore, so I always put all my energy into my performance.
I love to paint. Performing music is a way of communicating with an audience, but painting is about communicating with yourself. I’ve spent lots of time in recent years creating art and luckily it has sold, too. I want to continue following this passion even more in the future.
Seize the moment. Find your balance in life and enjoy every moment.